I was supposed to go online and start finishing my homework!
( But from what you see now, I DIDN'T FOLLOW MY PLAN :P )

Okay so i found this really nice song ; Everywhere i go - Katharine McPhee

And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can’t get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn’t man enough)
To come and tell me that I was never the one.

"Amazing!"
( it's just wasted, Joel ain't inside! )

4September

Today's the last day Mrs Lim is teaching us ( she still teaches other classes ) and last day for Geography teacher too!

The stupid thing is :

Mrs Lim said it was her last day and not the whole class heard it.

Geog teacher didn't even tell the class today was his last day.

-(*$&(*$&@($*&(&*@#(*&~!&(*@&!(@*&-

Next up, stupidest thing EVER, Joel bribes people to do homework for him!

How could you do that. Ingrateful kid!

HE HAVEN'T CLAIMED HIS PRIZE!

( expiry date was yesterday but i'm giving him a discount ! :D )

I didn't realize i could pretend that your existence isn't affecting me.

Maybe it's true 'cause here i am, still living, when you hadn't even spoken a word to me!

"You Found Me is a tough song for me. Its about the disappointment, the heart ache, the let down that comes with life. Sometimes you`re let down, sometimes you`re the one who lets someone else down. It gets hard to know who you can trust, who you can count on. This song came out of a tough time, and I`m still right in the thick of it. There`s some difficult circumstances my family and friends have been going through over the past year or so and can be overwhelming. It wears on me. It demands so much of my faith to keep believing, keep hoping in the unseen. Sometimes the tunnel has a light at the end, but usually they just look black as night. This song is about that feeling, and the hope that I still have, buried deep in my chest."

- Issac, The Fray

That's the very reason why this song is widely liked, i guess.

It depicts life, i mean for mine.

Today, I gave myself a day off. And i get to see through people & things. - 2nd September, Wednesday .

Fish & Co. !

Went to Orchard with Mummy!

Total 25bucks ~

We didn't even finish half of the fish :S

So soft, no wonder no business ><

There's school tomorrow.

Grief.

I'd rather sleep at home.

不再对你有任何思念。

^^

Went to Vivo alone :D !

As i decided to go shopping and don't think about any sh*ts!

Real relaxing man, finally can stop smiling :o

I think the last time i felt like that was 2years back!

I was shocked, i really did not had anything in my mind, Haha!

Wowww i should do this every once in a while :S

Like giving myself a break. From everything.

My chinese post!

终于可以不用挂着笑脸了!(在学校的时候都不可以给苦瓜脸!哈哈!)
不过今天我微笑是发自内心的!
好棒哦!
也终于有机会可以做会自己了. ( For more ... Click here! )

'EX-PUPIL'  :'(

Went back to YNPS, saw a lot of people man!

Wanted to say 'Hello' but somehow ... :S

And i think the best time we ever had with Mdm Ng was when we're in 6G.

'Cause now we'll just shake hands, her sec ones are more important than us now :(

Sigh, life just have to keep moving on, us, too.

Met Joseph outside the gate there, HE LOOK LIKE SOME AH-BENG ==

Aha! Today i'm in a good mood so never "massage" him ^^. ( count yourself lucky ass :D )

School concert was okay, only the 'Never say never' by the malay guy was nice :O

Dance not bad too, the MCs were ...*&$@(*&(*@$&

I really want to do something initiatively.

If i do, i would be compelling myself.

If i don't, the one suffering would be me, myself.

And damn it, this is the worst thing ever that had happened to me.

( Previously the worst one was that day, everything and everyone 'go against' me.

Simply, when you feel that you're 'unlucky' , you will think that everyone is going against you! )

AH, i wrote this out of boredom. And it ain't good ._.

-Okay whatever, i'm going to the library to get those books.

有一天,一个小男孩看到教堂外面的玫瑰花.

他摘下了一朵,碰巧被教堂的园丁(gardener)看见.

园丁就问小男孩:“你做什么啊?”

小男孩说他很喜欢花,他要带它回去.

园丁听了没有说什么,就浇起了花来.

小男孩就问园丁:“你做什么啊?”

园丁告诉小男孩,我爱花，我让它留下.

小男孩听了似懂非懂，他把摘下的花给种回去，可是为时已晚。

那朵玫瑰花，枯萎(withered)了。。。(...For more, click )

That's a story about love actually. ( if you understand it )

:D

YAY, Teachers' Day tomorrow!

Sad no half-day :(

Today, i woke up and found out i have red-eye ._.

$*&@$*(&(*&$(@$*&(*@!&@( !

I know i'm always doing it in front of the mirror :S

I took quizzes & tests but all stated the negatives..

Well i guess i don't really care, for now..

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second,

that I've crossed your mind.

My second post today.

I'm gonna whineandgrumbleandwhatever-not!

Having training on the bloody coming Monday.

IT'S TEACHERS' DAY AND YOU'RE TELLING ME TO STAY BACK AND DO SOME S*** THINGS?

C'mon man, what is this!

AH! I wish i could hide under my blanket and cover my face now :S

It's like the worst thing ever, to still deny when the truth is so obvious!

Well, maybe it's better if i say  "Yes, yes, yes." and i could even get to know something* !!!

Byebyebye~

-ignore the above picture-

So now what i do everyday is just write and write and write.

I think Dion's the best.

Although he know nothing about 'what i'm always talking about'.

He never gets angry no matter how irritating i am!

From this moment onwards, i won't expect anything from you.

Stop treating me as a friend when you didn't even talked to me.

ENJOY YOUR TIME WITH THEM. ^^

-peace out.

Yeah, i have to admit that you are a real fantastic friend.

You'd message me everyday, and i would always tell you about my troubles.

Then you'll tell me to be happy.

Maybe you'll never understand why i always say "Nevermind" , "Forget it" .

Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight.

Maybe it's just ...

Am i expecting too much from you, or it's just that little you could give?

Letting go isn't giving up,

it's accepting that some things are not meant to be.

Just like you, and me.

I think this song can relate to many people so ... just listen! ( Scroll down and stop my background music :D )

Nothing much happened today except me, staring at my phone, hoping that the message will be from him.

He gave me two, today, only, though.

I have decided to deny it all, because it's only then, we can be friends.

......

......

We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us.

HEY!

Now i'm going to reveal a BIG SECRET!

JOEL, you must be putting your hands on your head, shaking left and right now!

"AHHHH,THIS STUPID LINGFANG! I'M EXPOSED!"

HAHAHA!

Anyway, Joel is someone who always manage to make me laugh! :D

AH, i think four people said i'm petty :S And i have to admit that i am ..

I will change man, should i say "Stay tune!" ? Heh!

Then i'm not going to show them faces everyday & i will talk as much as i can :D

So nobody is going to see my sullen face ^^

If age stops you from loving, then you're a downright failure. - By ME

What if LSRabbit was correct?

What if he really doesn't care?

I really wonder these days, why people around me seems to make so much sense.

Maybe i was wrong, wrong in everything.

Goddamnit, i wouldn't shout, i wouldn't be so rough, i wouldn't be so petty, i wouldn't be so fussy, i wouldn't everything.

I don't even know what i mean. Aww!

Never go to bed mad. Stay up and fight. :D

Tolerance. Anger. Attitude. Character.

Teach me.

If you want your life to be more rewarding, you have to change the way you think.